Pick an age! Any age! (O.o)

Oh, boy… Here we go again. (=_=)

Mkay, so, there’s this thread:

Major Change To Age Verification

And there’s this grid update:

 Age Verification Error

And there’s that last blog post I wrote where I sent my day-old unverified alt to a Zindra joint without any effort at all. (O.o)

So, what’s this all mean? (o.O)

I don’t know if I should laugh, cry, or make a photocopy of my driver’s license with a picture of Zha Zha Gabor taped over my face… Just to see what would happen. (=_=)

But, boy howdy, the mixed messages.  From one end, I have an alt that can access all for no good reason.  Another, there’s this forum post which releases information that I can’t believe to be true. Finally, that status post which pretty much says the system is currently borked.  So, what now?  I’m baffled.  Who’s getting hit with what in the world of teh pixel seks? (=_=)

Oi, Linden Lab;  This is the crud we’re shouting about! (=_=)

 

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Flying blind and click to find… (o.o)

I like to keep up with the new user experience and have ran this experiment a few times.  So, today, now that I finally got my computer back after a week of downtime to get a shiny new RL floor… I made me a new alt. =^-^=

Yes, one more Immy alt. (=_=)

Anyway, Registering a new account remains easier than easy.  Give’em a name, birthdate, password, and secret question and WHAM, you’re in SL! (^_^)

… And WHAM, it is… (._.)

Remember Help Island?  Remember Orientation Island?  Remember Discovery Island?

Well, now we have Destination Island!  Frigg’n ya….. Hang on. Let’s take a look at this joint… (=_=)

For one, each DI sim is buried in a terrain megaprim, so they’re little more than green squares on the map.  What a newb sees there is this:

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Not too much to see here.  It’s nearly all mesh, so I can assume that day-1 newbies will have to be in clients which can see the stuff.  Any attempt to explore the sim by flying out will get you insta-teleported back to the center.  But, it’s what I don’t see that bothers me. (>_<)

THERE IS NO FRIGG’N TUTORIAL!!!!! DX

There is nothing to tell people about walking, talking, what page-up does, or what have you.  If anyone has been wondering why newbies have been starting in SL so gravely ill-informed… Well, this is why. (._.)

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All you get are exits.  I right clicked each one and found the regular gambit of landmarks in each.  Most roughly applying to the theme of the graphic on display.  RP places like CoLA, NCI found in the Social exit, and even an Adult door.  Now, with all these landmarks, one would expect an inventory offer once clicked? (^_^)

Well… No.  Upon left click WHAM!!! Teleported to one of the contained locations.  I don’t know how random it is, if it’s random at all, or they have some other fancy algorithm at work, but I found myself suddenly swooshed to the Blarney Stone sim. (O.o)

Mind you, that could have been an accidental click.  Or someone thinking “ooh, social, people there!” *click*.  Whatever it is, if you’re an arrival point, expect people to not know a bloody thing upon arrival. (=_=)

One thing I did not do is age verify or put any payment on file.  So, as a final test, I wondered how access was managed.  I did a quick drop of the map to my adult club in Jonesford Heights and ~FOOM~ I teleported right in. (o.o)

So, that’s the scenario now.  No tutorial, click to pseudorandomly teleport, full ratings access (hopefully based on an honesty birthday entry), and mesh.  Is there talk about bringing back Mentors? (._.)

 

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SLB in “Your World”

I just been thinking about it. (O.o)

You know, the Labbies are opting out of managing the SL9B celebrations.  At first, a few responses were all “wait what!?” with a bit of fear mongering that they’re shutting the doors on SL and the same ol’ same ol’ rabble. (=_=)

But, I see this as a smart move.  Crazy like a fox, and all. (^_^)

Think about it.  In the prior birthday events, what did the Lab provide?  Free sims?  Cake?  Guidelines?  Rules?  A ‘respectful decline’? It may sound odd, but, in my point of view the Lab has often been a negative influence on the party.  Not the Labbies, themselves.  But, the overall business community of Linden Lab and their corporate image and structure. (=_=)

So, us as residents… We got handed the baton.  And so far we’re proving we can handle it.  I mean, it’s our world after all, right? “Your world.  Your imagination.” as the slogan says.  I think that chintzy little phrase came back for good reason.  The Lab is beginning to see what their product is and are backing away from intervening.  Sadly, this also shows in their AR response lately.  But, anyway! XD

SL9B, I think, is an indicator of things to come.  For one, look at all the frigg’n bug fixes that came out with 3.3.  Bloody impressive, that.  I’m sure it took a lot of focused tasking to roll out so many improvements while also trying to keep resources in mesh and path-finding. It may not be showing what everyone wants to see, but, I’m seeing enough to be rather optimistic over the state of things. (^_^)

Think we can handle it? (O.o)

 

 

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A little peeve of mine… (=_=)

Anyone who claims they “Can’t” see mesh.  For example. (=_=)

I said it there and I’ll say it here… (=_=)

Prims are mesh.

Sculpties are laggy mesh.

Flexible prims are rigged mesh.

“Mesh” is the nickname for a different way of storing the information for what we’ve been seeing all along. Storage is server-side. (^_^)

When you say you “can’t” see mesh; I can only respond with, you don’t know what you’re talking about. (^_^)y

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Heavy

That’s how things feel right now.  Heavy.

Gladly I’m treading water just above my usual self-destructive rut.  I’m not feeling well, but, I’m also not looking longingly at sections of rope.

My friendships, what they were, I still don’t know how to handle.  No matter what I do, I still think about the people who were right here with me for 3 years, only to part ways in 1 day.  It’s not what I wanted, but they’re being firm.  I clearly have no say in the matter from here on out.

Then comes the question of ‘who’s next’?

A lot of people are being friendly but for some reason I haven’t found friends yet.  I appreciate everyone and their kindness but I don’t know who to take in like I did in the past.  So far, I simply remain afraid of everyone.

I’ve been using group chats and forums as an outlet, but, those are all superficial links with people.  Not unlike co-workers.  There because they’re there and no real solid bond.

I’m seeing other friends dealing with such loss and confusion.  I don’t have a clear mental snapshot of all that’s going on, but I smell hostility.  Unneeded hostility.  Something that only adds more weight to an already heavy situation.

I can only assume.

It’s late.

I just felt like I had something to say.

I’m not quite sure if I’ve said anything just now.

I’ll post it anyway.

 

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Can I?

Where I stand right now, I have two kinds of friendships.
1) People I keep at a distance and barely attempt to relate to.
2) People I got close to… Too close… So close that they’ve grown to resent me and have since cut off all ties.

So, with my close friends gone, I’m left alone. But, not alone. But, still feeling alone. The people who will still talk with me are distant. I can’t find anything in common. I can’t find a way or reason to attach to them like I did my last circle of close friends.

Really, I want my old close friends back. I miss them and I think about them every waking moment of the day. We shared so much and did so many things. Suddenly, one too many dramas and I’m kicked to the curb by the lot of them.

I don’t expect them to come back. But, how can I find another friendship like I had with them? Everyone I know now is happy to be distanced from me and I’m afraid to hurt people again.

Is it possible for me to find and keep this kind of relationship?

For now; I have my internet, my meds, and my cat. I feel fine in spite of constantly wondering about things passed. I have friends to a limit. I want to break that limit and be close to someone again.

No clue what to do.

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