Tag Archives: Healing

A-holeus Amongus

**Open disclaimer; I’m ranting my own personal opinion.  Nobody else has proof-read my statements and my words are not endorsed or approved of by any Sl community. But, anyway… Y’all know I volunteer for NCI, right?  New Citizens Inc, the … Continue reading

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This is better

Remember when I went psycho? Remember when I chased my best friends away? Things are turning around since then. Starting with one more adjustment of my meds and the addition of Lolita in my life, I’ve been improving.  In nearly … Continue reading

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Heavy

That’s how things feel right now.  Heavy. Gladly I’m treading water just above my usual self-destructive rut.  I’m not feeling well, but, I’m also not looking longingly at sections of rope. My friendships, what they were, I still don’t know … Continue reading

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Can I?

Where I stand right now, I have two kinds of friendships. 1) People I keep at a distance and barely attempt to relate to. 2) People I got close to… Too close… So close that they’ve grown to resent me … Continue reading

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That’s not the solution…

I done some upgrades to my computer lately.  Got me a nice fancy graphics card that’s behaving really nicely and a SSD, just to see what it’ll do. The speed… Crazy and all. (^_^) But… Since I got this motherboard … Continue reading

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Stop punching yourself!

I sent an apology letter out to the friends I had raged on last week.  I’m not expecting much in response.  It’s a wonder they lasted this long.  So far one opened back up to me on Gtalk and one … Continue reading

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