What it’s like to be “fake”… (=_=)

Hi.  I would like to announce that according to Google’s policy of reality, I do not exist.  These words didn’t come from me.  I’m not here right now.  You have no idea what my name is.  I am merely a figment of your imagination. (^_^)

Sounds pretty wackadoo, no? (O.o)

Well… Here’s the cold water… (=_=)

So, you can see, I’m “under review”.  Google needs to do their Googley things to determine of my existence is worthy and valid enough to be a presence on their service. (=_=)

Never mind that I’ve had a presence on Twitter, Plurk, Youtube, Flickr, and various independent forums.  (=_=)

Ignore the fact that my social pesudonym “Friggnimmy” yields over a thousand results via Google search. (=_=)

Don’t take note that about the first 50 results for “Imnotgoing Sideways” are 100% directly related to me via Google search. (=_=)

Totally discredit the point that while about 8 people refer to me by my RL name on a daily basis, a larger online community counting possible 100 or more individuals know me as “Immy”. (=_=)

It’s not like the Google Alert I have set to “Imnotgoing Sideways” yields more than 4 new results per day. (=_=)

Toss that all aside.  This “Imnotgoing Sideways” thing doesn’t exist. (=_=)

Really… Having a Google+ all my own doesn’t account to much.  I can surely survive without it.  I still have a presence on Twitter, Plurk, Youtube, Flickr, and various independent forums. (^_^)

Oh, and my own bloody website and blog… If ya’ haven’t noticed yet. =^-^=

But, to cull my presence on account of being “Fake”… Well, that feels wrong.  In the past, I’d ask friends if I were real.  Back then my depressive disorders were highly out of control and my doubts were heavy.  But, here I am.  This is me telling you ‘I’m right here’. (^_^)

At this point, I can still see what’s left of my existing stream.  I can view my own profile.  It looks like my Gmail and Youtube access/presence has gone untouched.  Gtalk is flakey and keeps losing my status and picture.  Over all, I’d say they’re being sloppy at best. (=_=)

I can see that a one Wieste van Aerde is curious as to what has happened to me.  I just can’t access my own profile to respond directly.  Don’t worry.  I’ve already found how to get through.  The internet is a big place.  =^-^=

If I’m unwelcome somewhere, I’m cool with that.  Your sandbox, your rules.  But, please don’t kick me out of the club on the basis that I’m “fake”.  Because… Well… I’m right here. (^_^)y