A friend of mine suggested I socialize beyond SL.
She suggested Facebook.
I had some friends in SL. Married couple. Very supportive.
They were the first I risked to contact in Facebook. Welcomed me quite warmly.
At the same time, I’m running though anime and /b/tard groups, friending people until my ability to offer friendship is blocked by admin.
Some of the friendships accepted were kid profiles or people with kid pictures in their profiles.
Now I’m being told “Don’t contact us again”.
I deleted my account.
Yet another failure of me being me beyond my place.
Good people despize me.
I’m halting my attempts at real world contacts and going back to what I was before.
I’m safe here.
This is my place.
I deserve this.