More to the point, this is me going crazy. After this, I spammed nearly all my friends with garbage text in Gtalk until they added me to their ignore list.
On Tue, Feb 28, 2012 at 9:13 AM, ~*****~ ~*****~ <~*****~.~*****~@gmail.com> wrote:
8:56 AM
me: How long are you just going to not respond?
8:58 AM
What am I to you now?
9:00 AM
~*****~: Obsessive crazy person.
9:01 AM
me: So not friends anymore?
What am I being left dangling for?
9:02 AM
~*****~: Your perception of reality is so warped you’re incapable of having friends.
9:03 AM
me: And?
9:04 AM
~*****~: That is more orl less it.
9:05 AM
me: Are you just waiting for me to go away?
~*****~: Nope just ignoring you.
me: To what end?
9:06 AM
~*****~: No reason beyond because I can.
me: Would it comfort you if I were to disappear?
6 minutes
9:13 AM
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That is indeed somewhat unusual! :) Why do you think you did that in particular?
Not unusual at all. It’s what any of my closest friends had to deal with, day in and day out. Being told that I’m incapable of having friends hit home. I have to agree. I’m only nice to distant people and strangers. The rest of the time, I’m a total jerk.
I’m often not in control of myself.
I’m getting treatment.
I’m in therapy.
I’m on medication.
I’m on triage watch.
I may not be mentally retarded, but, I’m emotionally retarded.
What I do is the social equivalent of crapping my pants.
I need extra help just to get along.
Probably more than what most people are capable of.
I don’t know.
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