Seems I left a big gap in my posts here. \u00a0Not that I’ve run out of things to say. \u00a0Just, the will to say them. \u00a0It’s just the way things are right now. \u00a0A lot of my closest friends have gone silent on me, particularly the one I depended on most. \u00a0In reading about BPD, this is one of the more major issues. \u00a0I’m supposed to have a support network of family and friends. \u00a0But, my instability drives away those who are helping me and my fears prevent me from accepting help from others. \u00a0A self defeating situation no matter which way you think of it.<\/p>\n
In SL… I’m continuing on making mesh-for-efficiency builds. \u00a0Most of what I make resembles a classic prim build as a whole, until you take into account the PE values and overall efficiency improvements. \u00a0The stuff I make may look like same-ol-same-ol’ SL, but it sure doesn’t lag like it. \u00a0This past week I duplicated the middle 2 floors of a 4 floor building… Replacing what required over 38 prims with a single mesh with box prim windows carrying a LI of 20. \u00a0I plan to keep this up and continue with my prefab component idea.<\/p>\n
Anyone who has visited my parcel in Brown can see what I’ve done so far. \u00a0They should also notice that I didn’t use mesh exclusively. \u00a0A box prim with no cut or hollow can still be a pretty efficient prim. \u00a0So, things like the floor, door, and roof aren’t mesh. \u00a0I’m using sculpted trees and furniture. \u00a0And, any scripted items will be standalone, like my unlinked door.<\/p>\n
Though, I may go to mesh furniture. \u00a0It’s something I still need to work on. \u00a0Either finding a maker who keeps things to scale or working out my own items as I learn the ins and outs of Blender.<\/p>\n
That said… Any ideas for interior decoration? \u00a0Curtains? \u00a0Tables?<\/p>\n
Still… While keeping on projects is a good distraction to help me feel okay that my friends aren’t near by; I often can’t start or continue projects as long as I’m still worrying about why they’re not here.<\/p>\n
I been spending some time in Minecraft and just activated a full time server in hope that I can share it with friends on their own time. \u00a0I’m playing it like I approach any other game. \u00a0I figure out the first 4 things I can do then do them over and over again. \u00a0So, playing solo gets boring fast.<\/p>\n
I want to do Frigg’n Stuff videos more. \u00a0Anyone have any topic ideas?<\/p>\n
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Seems I left a big gap in my posts here. \u00a0Not that I’ve run out of things to say. \u00a0Just, the will to say them. \u00a0It’s just the way things are right now. \u00a0A lot of my closest friends have … Continue reading