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<\/p>\nIn a way, I’m enjoying the malarkey being flung my way.\u00a0 It’s quite entertaining how wrong and inconsistent someone can be yet still stand, expressly indignant, by their own stories. (^_^)<\/p>\n
Where to start?… (>.>)<\/p>\n
Hmmmmmm. (-_-)<\/p>\n
Well, there’s a lot of stuff I talked about before.\u00a0 I’m guessing it would be silly to rehash it all yet again.\u00a0 And, all I got was this silly nickname. =^-^=<\/p>\n
My interests!\u00a0 Hows about that? XD<\/p>\n
Well… To get something out of the way.\u00a0 My mindset; I am Immy.\u00a0 That is to say I don’t “use” Immy, I don’t “play” Immy, and I don’t “control” Immy… At least not any more than my mind is using, playing, and controlling my physical body. (^_^)<\/p>\n
Oh, and a recent change.\u00a0 Have I mentioned it here yet? (O.o)<\/p>\n
Well, I buried the hatchet with my crush… Or, former crush, that is.\u00a0 And I guess it was a “me” thing to do to have a “breakup haircut”… Of course, can’t really break up what wasn’t there and SL haircuts don’t really bode well.\u00a0 So, I’ve turned human.\u00a0 I’m still up in the air about things, so, I haven’t shifted my profile.\u00a0 But, I seem to be settling in to a chubbier, fleshier, more ‘bio’ Immy. (^_^)<\/p>\n
Now that I think about it, I have mentioned that before. (O.o)<\/p>\n
Okay, well, that’s out of the way. =^-^=<\/p>\n
So, I’ve gone from a Tesla project gone wrong to a flesh&bone being…<\/p>\n
Where am I going with this? (O.o) ….<\/p>\n
AH!!! My friends.\u00a0 =^-^=<\/p>\n
By the way, yes, I’m pretty much just typing my flow of thought. Xp<\/p>\n
I did the gynoid thing in hope to fit in with my closest friends.\u00a0 Most of which have immersed themselves in doll roleplay… Which, in turn, has a ton of BDSM aspects.\u00a0 I’ve never been really clear how deeply I wanted to explore things… I’m still not clear.\u00a0 But, “when in Rome”… You know? (^_^)<\/p>\n
So, I popped the tubes on, modded a neck piece from a full AV outfit, and rode the wave for quite a while… Including some of the BDSM trappings (pun intended, badump-pcshsh!).\u00a0 I’ve actually had a pretty large gambit of gear.\u00a0 Collar scripts from Dari’s Haus, Amethyst, ToKon, and currently Open Collar.\u00a0 Can’t say I use much of it, though.\u00a0 In fact, once in a while I get quite miffed to think about all the money I spent on that junk simply to never put it to work. (._.)<\/p>\n
Hm… But, what am I well known for? (O.o)<\/p>\n
Nehehehe. =^-^=<\/p>\n
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The ballgag! XD<\/p>\n
I remember why I was wearing that.\u00a0 I’m prone to chronic self deprecation.\u00a0 My friends, not wanting to hear it anymore and quite aware that I was hurting myself, required me to wear the gag.\u00a0 It was my indicator that I had to be silent.\u00a0 Or “If you have nothing nice to say, say nothing at all”. (._.)<\/p>\n
I took the picture as a self reminder.\u00a0 And I think I even used it in a forum post to indicate that I’d shut up for a while.\u00a0 Either way, I surely wasn’t shy about it.\u00a0 I was being silenced.\u00a0 A few people saw the ballgag as something of a sexual nature, but, as far as I know I don’t share a sexual relationship with my friends… Particularly the friends that gagged me. (>_<)<\/p>\n
Not happy times, then. (._.)<\/p>\n
Later on, to mock someone… Who?… Amm… Gun… Big Guns! Or was it Gunz? (O.o)<\/p>\n
Anway, to mock him, I generated a new picture. (^_^)<\/p>\n
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Cuter hair… Actually, that was the Truth Christmas freebie at the time. (^_^)<\/p>\n
“Immy in a ballgag” is at risk of SL meme status… Heh. (=_=)<\/p>\n
Funny thing.\u00a0 It’s been said that I deleted the first picture… Which surely hasn’t happened.\u00a0 Otherwise, I’d have had to go back in time to replace it or nail down some sweet deal with Cris.\u00a0 Someone who, at best, tolerates my presence on his site… I doubt I’m in a position to ask him for any favours. (>_<)<\/p>\n
Much of the rest is a matter of “am” and “was”.\u00a0 I insist that my third avatar shape is an adult.\u00a0 Young adult, yes.\u00a0 18, if someone wants a number.\u00a0 But, that’s how I put it.\u00a0 (^_^)<\/p>\n
Note, I called it my third shape.\u00a0 My first was very very little.\u00a0 Best described as a loli-imp.\u00a0 I related to kid avatars quite a bit and even joined the Second Life Children group.\u00a0 When I got involved with the friends I’m mentioning above, well.. I had to sprout up.\u00a0 They were almost always at some doll place with some sort of latex clad male fantasy hovering around somewhere. (=_=)<\/p>\n
So, my second shape was actually a rather rushed project.\u00a0 I used a leftover shape that I made for sale for people who wanted “realistic” proportions.\u00a0 Though, it was extremely tall.\u00a0 Or, at least, tall for me. (>_<)<\/p>\n
In comes my third shape.\u00a0 5’1″ “Immy”, carefully trimmed into my ideal of what teh cutenezz is.\u00a0 I really found my “me” in that shape.\u00a0 As well as adapting it into the cyberdoll\/gynoid that I spent a year as. (^_^)<\/p>\n
Though, there are two or three people who want to say that I’m still a kid AV.\u00a0 I guess getting taller, developing my face, and sprouting boobs wasn’t enough to convince that select few that I’m no longer a kid. (=_=)<\/p>\n
Well, meh. (=_=)<\/p>\n
None the less, I put myself out there, quite public.\u00a0 Forums, blogs, and such.\u00a0 If someone wanted to know something and I was sure they actually cared, I’d let them know.\u00a0 Of course, this is ammo for the few who want to point out the splinters in others’ eyes.\u00a0 So, I get this run of “Ohmygod, she admits to this!” “Ohmygod, she does that!” and I’m all, “Ohmygod, get a life!” (O.o)<\/p>\n
I’ve quite often spilled my guts about things and seen my words spun into whatever to be used as an accusation against me. (=_=)<\/p>\n
The story about me resulting in a screwed up mother kicked out of a bookstore and mall gets spun into some shady tale of me exposing kids to Anime porn. (=_=)<\/p>\n
My asking for advice on how to handle someone who had deceived me into age verifying them, eventually to announce their 18th birthday gets spun into me “going too far”. (=_=)<\/p>\n
And, maybe y’all remember my three bans.\u00a0 Each being a calm situation until my AV is bouncing off barriers.\u00a0 Only later to be spun into me being a “bobbing and weaving” participant in some sort of grief raid. (=_=)<\/p>\n
Meh… (=_=)<\/p>\n
In celebration of this rather exciting run of events, I present…<\/p>\n
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=^-^=<\/p>\n
I guess, for a while, I let these things get to me.\u00a0 From the looks of things, there’s a short list of people who will believe the crap.\u00a0 But, so far, they’re friends of the crap flinger.\u00a0 And, no not Crap.\u00a0 She-he-he-she-it-that-GAH!! is a friend.\u00a0 One of the kindest old grumps I’ve met.\u00a0 (^_^)<\/p>\n
**That said… Tell me your preference.\u00a0 Inworld, I see “she” but you often claim “Mr. Crap” and it becomes a juggle.\u00a0 Maybe I should keep a coin to toss? (=_=)<\/p>\n
Anyway… I put myself out there.\u00a0 Ya’ can’t miss me.\u00a0 I don’t go away. =^-^=<\/p>\n
I’ve made myself an open book.\u00a0 All you have to do is read and you’ll know me.\u00a0 It’s not my fault that some people are illiterate. (^_^)<\/p>\n
I wonder… Should I speak of my relationship\/role in NCI?\u00a0 Dunno.\u00a0 Long story short, the community is what it wants to be.\u00a0 They can do that with and\/or without Carl and myself.\u00a0 Not sure why their decision to refuse to volunteer in an exclusive group has anything to do with me at all.\u00a0 But, some make it sound like the current state of NCI is the result of “Immy’s hostile takeover”. (=_=)<\/p>\n
Someone please explain that logic to me.\u00a0 It still gets to me regardless of how totally illogical it is. (=_=)<\/p>\n
I haven’t checked… Does my profile still mention my bell?\u00a0 I’ve temporarily taken it off.\u00a0 I think I’ll put it back on this weekend.\u00a0 People worry when I show up without it. (>_<)<\/p>\n
A touch of advice:\u00a0 When faced with an open book, consider reading it before you tell anyone what it contains.\u00a0 You’ll only make yourself look the fool when people decide to read it for themselves. (^_^)y<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
In a way, I’m enjoying the malarkey being flung my way.\u00a0 It’s quite entertaining how wrong and inconsistent someone can be yet still stand, expressly indignant, by their own stories. (^_^) Where to start?… (>.>) Hmmmmmm. (-_-) Well, there’s a … Continue reading