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\nSay “Hi” to HumanImmy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I’m not really in a low mood right now.\u00a0 Just… Contemplative? (O.o)<\/p>\n
This past week one of my best friends, and quite frankly my 3 year crush, has been able to stay home a bit more.\u00a0 We had more time to chat and I’ve even joined an MMO she’s in so we can spend time in there.\u00a0 But, that’s small change.<\/p>\n
As I’ve said, she’s my 3 year crush.\u00a0 I’ve been pursuing her in SL for as long as I can remember.\u00a0 PMs, IMs, Email, gifts, the works.\u00a0 I was very selfish and couldn’t bring myself to just let go and be a friend.<\/p>\n
You know where my cookie jar is, right?\u00a0 In the Ferguson sim.\u00a0 I went premium and bought it in May of 2008.\u00a0 It was a blank parcel at the time.\u00a0 I didn’t actually ~need~ land.\u00a0 So, why did I buy it?\u00a0 Well, it’s sitting right on the border of her land, the tea party.\u00a0 I wanted to be close.\u00a0 So, I got close.<\/p>\n
From then on, we’ve been through a stream of ups and downs.\u00a0 She never held on and I never let go.\u00a0 Truly cat&mouse… Sweet Irony that I was a neko at the time…<\/p>\n
Okay, long story short; she and I had a talk.\u00a0 As of this week I have chosen to bring a halt to my pursuing.\u00a0 She anchored her feelings about the situation and I agreed.\u00a0 I’m letting go and we’re going back to simply being fun friends. (^_^)<\/p>\n
But, honestly… I didn’t actually start this post to say that. (O.o)<\/p>\n
But, maybe it’s related.<\/p>\n
I’m considering something. (>_<)<\/p>\n
When I started SL, I was this little loli-imp-thing.\u00a0 Leathery outfits, giant spiky boots, razzle-dazzle hair… I was a piece of work.\u00a0 =^-^=<\/p>\n
As time went by… I kinda wanted to impress my crush.\u00a0 So, I started shifting to a more neko and taller avatar.\u00a0 She seemed attracted to height at the time. (>_<)<\/p>\n
I hadn’t found my “me” just yet in that.\u00a0 I was mostly being something else for someone else.\u00a0 So I started reworking things.\u00a0 I got short again, worked out making my own skins, and started settling into the “Immy” I know best.\u00a0 Cellphone cameras for eyes, tubes and pipes everywhere.\u00a0 It was fun, weird, sassy, and different. =^-^=<\/p>\n
But, I’m making changes again.\u00a0 Maybe it’s my emotions getting the better of me, but, I spent some time this week picking out an expensive skin and reworking a copy of my shape around the details on the skin.\u00a0 I made myself an inch taller, probably 20 pounds chubbier, smaller eyes (since they’re not portals with cameras anymore) and a general shift in proportion.\u00a0 (^_^)<\/p>\n
So, I’m still the Immy… Just in human form this time.\u00a0 Why? I don’t know.\u00a0 There are so many reasons and non-reasons to re-invent myself right now that I’m in a bit of a whirlwind.\u00a0 What was once an Imp, turned Neko, turned Gynoid has now become living and breathing.<\/p>\n
For now… “Immy” is a human.\u00a0 The pods, tubes, pipes, and non-eyes are in indefinite storage.\u00a0 Replaced with a slightly odd flesh&blood version of myself.<\/p>\n
Am I flaunting some sort of newly felt vulnerability?\u00a0 I don’t know.\u00a0 Just kind of thought of that now.\u00a0 I’m not a fluid cooled machine now.\u00a0 Yet, I’m still working out who\/what I am.<\/p>\n
So… For now… Immy is “real”.\u00a0 Where I go from here, I have no clue. (._.)<\/p>\n
\nSay “Hi” to HumanImmy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I’m not really in a low mood right now.\u00a0 Just… Contemplative? (O.o) This past week one of my best friends, and quite frankly my 3 year crush, has been able to stay home a bit more.\u00a0 We had more time … Continue reading