{"id":158,"date":"2010-11-28T11:53:47","date_gmt":"2010-11-28T19:53:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/darkly-cute.com\/blog\/?p=158"},"modified":"2010-11-28T11:55:03","modified_gmt":"2010-11-28T19:55:03","slug":"shell-breakage-_","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/darkly-cute.com\/blog\/shell-breakage-_\/","title":{"rendered":"Shell breakage (^_^)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I been doing good.\u00a0 Really good! =^-^=<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a peak time for me since I got out of therapy.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve expanded myself into someone more than I&#8217;ve been for the past 15 years.\u00a0 This ain&#8217;t a bad thing. (^_^)<\/p>\n<p>So, I mentioned earlier that I went and turned voice on.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve been comfortable with it.\u00a0 Though, I found I spend a lot of time in places were voice is disabled anyway, so, meh. (O.o)<\/p>\n<p>Either way&#8230; I did something yesterday. =^-^=<\/p>\n<p>Check this out&#8230; I DJ&#8217;d! Xd<\/p>\n<p>Y&#8217;all probably know that I&#8217;ve established a &#8216;home&#8217; location for NCA, my Adult chat group for NCI members who kinda had it up-to-here with all the PGness RHN demands. (&gt;_&lt;)<\/p>\n<p>Being an unofficial group, it hasn&#8217;t been easy to promote.\u00a0 I figure, giving it Infohub visible land would be a plus.\u00a0 So, with the design suggestions of a friend, I built a nice big warehouse and gradually decorated it into what I think is a rather decent social\/sandbox\/event center.\u00a0 (^_^)<\/p>\n<p>But, okay, I&#8217;m kinda drifting. (O.o)<\/p>\n<p>Flow of thought does that sometimes, you know? =^-^=<\/p>\n<p>Okay, so, I DJ&#8217;d.\u00a0 Whassat mean?\u00a0 It means that I put the warehouse to work.\u00a0 I nabbed myself a nice cheapo short-term stream host and played tunes for a bit over an hour.\u00a0 (^_^)<\/p>\n<p>Not too special, no? (-_-)<\/p>\n<p>Well&#8230; I also spoke between songs! XD<\/p>\n<p>So, like, I&#8217;m working on my anxieties.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve been able to speak publicly for quite a while, but, never in the context of SL&#8230; It felt too much like a phone call for me, so, it would trigger fears in me. DX<\/p>\n<p>I figured it would be a good first step into broader socialization for me.\u00a0 Still&#8230; I was stuttering, pausing, choking, and such.\u00a0 So I&#8217;m not 100% ready.\u00a0 But, I pushed myself.\u00a0 Can&#8217;t improve without a bit of pressure, no? (^_^)<\/p>\n<p>And, yeah, I used a voice morpher&#8230; But, hey.\u00a0 Immy is my &#8220;me&#8221;.\u00a0 I still consider this Immy to be my true self beyond what I&#8217;ve been naturally assigned by the DNA gods.\u00a0 So, I figure Immy has to be rather complete&#8230; Squeakly little voice and all. =^-^=<\/p>\n<p>So, there you go!\u00a0 I&#8217;ll probably do more shows.\u00a0 I&#8217;ll surely put more effort into breaking out of my shells.\u00a0 And, Immy is gonna be more &#8220;me&#8221; than ever. =^-^=<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll announce any plans I got in the NCA group.\u00a0 If you have a free slot, please join.\u00a0 I plan to expand the group into an adult education resource that covers the things that NCI is simply not allowed to do due to RHN&#8217;s restrictions on mature\/adult content.\u00a0 Any and all help is welcomed. (^_^)<\/p>\n<p>Visit here to see: <a href=\"http:\/\/maps.secondlife.com\/secondlife\/Jonesford%20Heights\/238\/110\/60\">http:\/\/maps.secondlife.com\/secondlife\/Jonesford%20Heights\/238\/110\/60<\/a> I have a group inviter at the door. =^-^=<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I been doing good.\u00a0 Really good! =^-^= It&#8217;s been a peak time for me since I got out of therapy.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve expanded myself into someone more than I&#8217;ve been for the past 15 years.\u00a0 This ain&#8217;t a bad thing. 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